o.O

hahaha went church today :D and it was GREAT :D hahaha I"M REFUEL AGAIN AND BRUNING

MU HAHAHAHAHAHHA

its really great to serve god :D

i'm so going to go DEEPPER this year :D :D :D

hahahaha

Love My Church!

Love My Church Family!

Love My Loving Father!

o and today clement tells me he FOUND MY BLOG O.o

maybe his looking at it right now hahahahaha :D hi Clement :D welcome o :D

lol :P

i wish . . . .

how i wish you'll know how i feel

how i wish you'll know i'm here for u always

how i wish you'll look and talk to me

how i wish you'll notice me

how i wish you'll know i wish for all this . . .

its painfull to see u hurt . . .

your not alone, its just tat u nvr really look around . . .

i'm just a shadow . . .

its realy hard to see me but i'm always there behind u . . .

all u had to do is turn around

i do care about u

i belive one day you'll know

but i wish that day won't come too late . . .

it's really painfull to not tell you tat i love you,

its really painfull to see you get hurt by the one you love,

it's really painfull to know that i can't do anything to help you,

it's really painfull to see you hurting yourself,

despite all the pain i still love you :3

i nvr reget it

knowing you and loving you

go away

u u u u u again, i really hate u, y must u everytime F me for little things, come on its not like the worlds going to end due to this little things, mom is reasonable but u i got nothing to say. u only know how to threat me like a 出气筒. in work not happy, come back F me. u only care for bro tat much, so much better than me. y? just because his younger and clever ? huh y are u like tat, do u know how much i hate u.

u only be nice to me when u need me to do some stuff, care for me when only i'm sick, all u do is scold scold and scold. i really dont like u ok. stop it pls pls pls.

i really don wan to stay at home at all, don threat tat way, tat is y i always goes out even it means being alone.All because of U! U! U!

i really wan to leave home now.

just leave me alone will you.

中国四川大地震后，一位网友做的一首诗，让人哭泣！

孩子快　　抓紧妈妈的手　　去天堂的路　　太黑了　　妈妈怕你　　碰了头　　快　　抓紧妈妈的手　　让妈妈陪你走　　妈妈　　怕　　天堂的路　　太黑　　我看不见你的手　　自从　　倒塌的墙　　把阳光夺走　　我再也看不见　　你柔情的眸　　孩子　　你走吧　　前面的路　　再也没有忧愁　　没有读不完的课本　　和爸爸的拳头　　你要记住我和爸爸的模样　　来生还要一起走　　妈妈　　别担忧　　天堂的路有些挤　　有很多同学朋友　　我们说　　不哭　　哪一个人的妈妈都是我们的妈妈　　哪一个孩子都是妈妈的孩子　　没有我的日子　　你把爱给活的孩子吧　　妈妈　　你别哭　　泪光照亮不了　　我们的路　　让我们自己　　慢慢的走　　妈妈　　我会记住你和爸爸的模样　　记住我们的约定　　来生一起走！

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无论我做什么, 无论我多么努力, 我都不会得到对方的一丝一毫的回应.
每次这样的时候, 总会想, 哪怕有对方有一点点的承认也好. 总会想, 哪怕对方勾勾手指头, 我都可以不顾一切.
只是,对方还是没有一丝回应, 也从未想我伸出过手指.
这一秒,若你懂我, 该多好...

useless

seeing the one i love, is in love with someone, and the one she loves,does not loves her and make her sad . . . and all tat i can do is watch and do nothing . . . *feeling so helpless* D:

i really wish i can do something D; seeing her emo , i feel real bad. IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO. i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! i really wish i can help in someway T.T i'm just so useless!

smile pls. i really wan u o smile, tats all i wish for

2011 -.-''

this year, a whole new year just satrted so badly, way bad -.-''
i just lost my god sis D: a close friend D: wtf . . .
just because of her bf fell that i'm a threat to their relationship . . .
its u who has no faith in my sis ok boy . . .
still there to scold me fuck, just how old are u ar, ur lucky i dont really know u, cant contact u or find u or else i'm going to fuck u like hell, u better take care of my sis or else your dead.

o man losing a friend just don really feel good D; i really miss my mei D: how i wish i can talk to her again. knew her for so long. 4 years of friendship le just like tat gone le gone le !!!!
well maybe its time for me to let go my sis D: as long she happy than i'm happy :D if its even mean for me to disapper, mei jia you in life and school, don stress, smile more and may faith let us meet together, hope we can be bro and sis in our next life :D real ones. good bye

MEI KOR JUST WAN TO TELL U THIS! SMILE AS ALWAYS OK :D BE HAPPY! WE ARE BRO AND SIS FOREVER NO MATTER WAT HAPPENS. KOR WILL DO WATS BEST FOR U :D TAKE CARE MEI, KOR LOVES YOU!