bad mood low mood no mood

now a days i don not know wat happen to me ..... i thought i was not de charles like last time tat use to spoil things ..... i though i have change .... but not matter wat i don i still destory things.... i abmit i'm careless, i stupid , i dumb , but i'm trying to change .... its hard ....... i wanted to tell them about it ... but i was too scare and now they have found out about it and its too late.......

now days bad and sad things just coming non stop ..... has my luck run off or its just me ..... de gal i like found a boy she likes .... well this is not de first time ..... but this time it hurt alot ... i wanted to cry but i was in camp and all my brothers are beside me .... how could i cry there .... i just keep it to my self and take it like a man. as they always say in army ...... take it like a man..... but am i a man ..... i can take it but cant forget about it ..... i always tell my friends to stay happy and be happy but y is it so hard for me to be tat way ...... sometimes i wish there is someone to cheer me up .....

u all don understands me ..... no one understands me.....

u can nvr know wat a cancer is thinking or how much stress he or she have in them ......