the ugly truth

some times i see my friends and wonder y am i alone......

all my friends one by one have bf gf..... when comes to free time, they all will a-com-per-ni their stead..... :( i have alot of beat friends but some time i really feel tat i'm really is alone :( i hope i could find some one tat care me and love me as much tat i love and care her too........ feeling very alone...... some times i look in the mirror and look at my slef ..... and think who will for in love with the looks of me ....... haixxxxx ...... i have lose con-fi-dens of myself le ....... i am not de charles use to be, i may be always smile-ling on de outisde but in de inside ..... i'm not ....... the smile is just to make me feel better and not to let others to know wat am i thinking....... no one would understand how i feel ........

is there anyone in the world like me?

i hope there is...