something wrong with me

Something is going wrong with me? Where is the happy cheerful Charles ??? Damn right now I'm feeling I need to talk to someone but I don feel like talk dor :( I NEED A HUG BADLY ;( I wish some one can hug me now :( and say it's ok Charles :) and treat me like a kid :) O well it's not gotten happen so I'll suck it up and carry on, no one will ever know wat a cancer is thinking and will never know how stress they are, cause they nvr shows. Night world