am i that easy to been step over ?

People now days just don give me the respect that I need, it's like wtf :( it's really sad and I don think I can really lead ;( old crew say I'm too kind to new crews, always warning warning last warning. No action taken, and I'm really too kind?? I'm kind is because it's how I treat people :) I will smile to them talk to them nicely cause what I think is if I treat them nicely and with respect they will do back the same to me but NOOOO! they just fuckjng climb over my head !!!! Take my words for nothing !!! I'm trying so hard to cover for them, protect them from higher ranking people, but in return people tan to climb ? Wat is this. No wonder they say it's hard to lead, easy to follow. Hiaz, all I wanted is leads and crew can be as one but now think of it, no way it's too hard. Lucky there is still people like ling Yi Mei bear tham Teo Huda Nura yen ting Claire Shu Wen vince alinia they all :) still got old crews :) if not I think I'll cry maybe ? Hahaha silly me, if not for them I'll stay in Shrek le I came back is because of them ;) and Jpr is my first home :) but without them, I'm sry I'll leave not because I cant stand the work load or wat it's because my family is not there anymore le :( I love every single one if them <3 through the bottom of my heart :) I love Jpr Feel like crying le hahaha