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It's been so long since I last post hahaha but well in back now:) This is like my official place to rang out my worries :( first I think I lost my passport -_- in my house!!! I can't find it sia !!! Like REALLY!!! Omg but my mom is like a cool. Which I think she kept it back -_- and letting me worrying or nothing -_- nice job mom hahaha Second is . . . . I got my own laptop le hahaha like a finally !!!! :D so goner take care of it hahaha :D Third is I have some thinking of being back single again -_- like seriously hahaha silly me. When I was single I wan a gf now have one think of single -_- Charles wat is this, wat u wan? Huh! Hiazzzzz just some random thoughts. I have lots of random thoughts lately like 1) if I die will anyone notice? Or if I go missing ? 2) y people are hiding stuff from me :( It's like come on I'm not dumb -_- I know ok is I act blur not to show u I know -_- I'm a cancerian , cancerian are very observant people hahaha I'm not that stupid -_- And lastly :( I'm goner spend lesser tine with Jpr le :( still can rmb I started last year June :) like a fun everyone is so nice to me and we had alot crazy times :) this year is even more crazy with all this new batch of crew too haha so goner miss every single one of them :( once I start school I'll be only working once per week le ba :( or even none :( hiaz all the sudden I don feel like starting school Le :( I misses Jpr even now :( I wish I won't have any off days hahaha then I can spend my days in Jpr with all the crews hahaha love them all but sometimes they get abit too out of hand hahaha man some times I wish I was not a lead ;( it's hard to work as a lead with crew as friends :( u have to be fair and surely people will talk bad about u not matter wat u do or how good u do :( Sometimes I feel no one respect me as a lead ;( I have to talk nicely to them as sometimes no one listens:( damn I'm bad at this :( but well wat can I do about it, it's life and I just have to suck it up ;) A smile a day keeps bad things away:D But some thing the person with the biggest smile is the saddes person :( cause they use smiles to cover up their sadness? Hahaha Come on Charles u can one :) ur not a emo person ;) *don be emo don be emo don be emo *