Dead

She is not coming back Charles, not coming back.

Just like da tuo, she won't come back cause she's dead, Debra won't come back cause her heart for u is also dead.

U bought this to yourself, no one to blame. No one just u just u.

I really wish there was a time machine,
Some things in life, u only know how to treasure it and it's important once u lose it but then the thing is, once lose nvr will it be back.

Her heart had already left u in the past and nvr will it be back.

All now I can do is smile smile and smile .

I really regret really really regret. All this years I could not forget nor for give myself.

She is strong but not me, I may look strong but nvr is nvr was.

I wan u back really!! I wan u in my arms!! The smell of ur hair, the little cheeks of urs, the warm hug of urs, I still love u till this day, this very day. Nothing really change, nothing at all.

But wats there good about it when her heart for me is dead.

Y y I can't have a second chance y, y gal y, u will nvr come back, nvr come back, my mind says but I wan u back, i wan u back my heart says.

A second chance is all I need and all I wanted but . . .

Da tuo is gone and so is she, I really wish da tuo is here. I always sit outside with her chatting talking about my problems, she is gone now, gone forever.

Debra ow ur the first gal I truthfully love with my whole heart, u ask me to find someone better but no there is no one, others maybe better then u but I don't need a better wan, I just need u.

I will always love u :) always
Charles looi chun hoe

13 cheese cake ill rmb ;) smiling to sleep tonight, but not cause I'm happy.

Smiling with tears tonight. . . .