i hate myself

Today i have loss something very important in my life ...... its so important tat i will not forgive myself forever...... i hate myself...... i really want to go to some where tat there is no people and shout out loud.... i want to cry but i know i cant.... i have to take it like a man ...... i don even to be emo at home i don wan my family to know ..... i have to keep smiling to them .... not to let them know......


i had de ans from u le ... is tat is ur ans i shall respect it no matter wat ...... but will we still be very best friends like last time ...... tat i not sure..... but for me i will....... age is not a problem my yan zi