DIL-DOR-REN

lesson

2011-11-20T04:28:00.001-08:00

不可以，没有钱，要读书，要记得

-_-

2011-11-13T07:44:00.001-08:00

Great ! Just great !!! Another friend lost!!!! Idiot!!!!

sunday

2011-11-13T07:22:00.001-08:00

Sun is the best day of the week :D got to spend time with friends church and god :D Today learn so much sia , doing extra mile, giving more and walk bit more further :O hah so glad to came church today :D o o and saw Chuan Ying haha kind of stun but also glad :D it's been Ages I last saw her I think haha need to chat with her more haha been so busy -__- I really need to plan my time more better. If I don spend time with my friends I'll lose them one by one :( come on Charles give more than normal and do extra ok :D

codes

2011-11-11T07:42:00.001-08:00

4568369105262632 <3

smile

2011-11-11T07:40:00.001-08:00

Well this pass few weeks have been great :D thanks to god I'm blessed by him :D I'm doing qt more often and building this relationship more and more closer :D Sometimes I wonder am I really des to get into a relationship ? I would say yes! I nvr in my life had a proper relationship, I'm not des to go into a relationship because i want a gal badly, it's because I'm kinda alone , all by alone to be actual :( I have alot of friends. Really alot :) and I'm glad but close friends not that much :( wat I really wan is a person who says morning good night to me, care and take care of me says I love u Charles to me, know when I'm ok and not ok, that's the thing, I'm a cancer !! It's super hard to know wat a cancer is thinking and u will not see a soft part of a cancer :) we are strong people but same time also weak people, we just don show it, we are always smiling to cover wats inside,I wan to look for a gal who knows and understand wat I'm feeling inside, but most importantly accompany me:) I wan someone close to me to talk to, and share my thoughts with. I can nvr share all this to my family ! They don even care! Talk to friends? Neh bad idea ! Who can I speak to? My close friends have bf, they can be accompany me, that is wat happen to my god Sis! I lose her because I was too close to her and her bf . . . I leave her not because I was wrong! I din think wat I did was wrong! Ur my Sis after all odor not real sister but I treat u like a real Sis, I dont wan u to choose and make u a hard time. Telling to leaders and pastor? Neh we are close but not to the extent of this close :( Hai looking at all the couple and friendsBf/gf just make me feel so alone :( Well at least I still have god and blog :D which I can pray to and write to. O o today and last fri was the best day :D spend dinner with amanda :) chit chat with her and spend time with her, today was Stanley wedding when to meet Amanda first and was Wao 8D Amanda is just so beautiful :) wanted to tell her but nvm :( haix I wish I stand a chance to be with her but -_- wat am I thinking -_- she studies in uni, have more smart looking and fitter guys to look for -_- y me hahaha silly me !!! Arrrr she is stillSingle I think and I hope :) but . . . Neh !! I still won't have a chance dor hahaha well at least I can spend time with her :D send her to sir-ran-goon mrt after the wedding :D was glad that I did. She says I'm wasting time travel here and there but I don think so, I can see u for one more min one more sec :D that's not wasting, wats call wasting is theres a chance for me to see u longer and I don do it, that's call wasting. Im not sure where the she knows I like her anot but again . . . Hahaha Well wat I write here I don wish any one to see, it's more like for me to talk to 'someone' to make me feel better haha I've remove my blog link in fb le to prevent people reading it haha :D but if there is still some one reading it right now. I just want to say thank you for reading :D despite I remove my link u still able to read :D means ur caring and want to know about me more, that's wat I think so thank you :D Haha but some how I still wish Amanda will be the one reading :D haha but I know, that's so not goner to happen -_- hahha silly me :D

with <3

2011-09-15T09:16:00.001-07:00

I love my job :D <3 I love my crazy crew members CCM <3I love my 10-5 <3 I love my family <3I love my friends <3 I love my church <3And I love my God <3Love u all :D Charles<3

back!

2011-09-13T05:20:00.001-07:00

I'm back to blogging again hahaha been years since my last post -_- haha arrr years pass and now I'm 21 le having tons and tons of thing to do and worry about haha :D o man play time is over now is really work time :) have to work hard :D Life is just super great So far :D God has been good to me :D blessing me with a great family both home and church :D and his even give me 2 more family :D JPR and sherk :D hahha thank you god fir all u have done for me :D But god u know we humans sometimes are a bit greedy hahaha can u just bless me with one more thing :D haha to give bless me with a miss right :D hahaha *think I'm going over broad* hahahaBut on top of all this I seriously have to work up my relationship with god more :D Thank you god and love u :) And my family And my church And my JPR crewAnd my sherk crewAnd lastly u :D my dear 10-5 hahaha

-.-

2011-05-26T07:52:00.000-07:00

I will be nvr good enough for u all, no matter how much i change.

Pastor always says honour your parents, honour your parents.

But how to honour them when they are just like tat. . . .

no matter how much i try to change its always nvr good enough for them, all they do is only complain after complain after complain.

tat is the very reason y i always go out, and return home late, the more i stay at home the more stress i have, every few mins i'll hear u call my name, you all are just so negertive people, just only know how to say : ar ya u cant make it one la, wat is the use, no point lor,

u don even have confident in ur child, than how do think the child would think,

but god did not lose hope in me, he give me pastor and my leaders, to teach me and guide me through this life, put me in the right path again,

and also constenly taking to me, this few days well, i was not in a very good mood.

i msg to alot of my friends to find them to chat, but very few reply.

maybe they are really busy, but the best part is, god talk to me during this few days : D

i'm really happy and tat really made my day, i remember one day when i was doing house work,

god just told me : put god first and god will put u first.

god really is there and always there for me. in bus, on the way home, going to camp and when i'm alone. i can really feel him : D

some times i just feel like smiling or the sudden cause i know his with me and i can feel it.

well i guess tat i just have to try harder to change, i know god will help me. but i myself have to try harder first : D

i really love wat i have now, my church, my pastor, my leaders, my friends,

i just feel like giving them all a big big hug hahaha but i think they will stun if i do tat : D

i really love u god, for all u have do and to keep me accompany at all times, i will change to a better person, u have not give up on me, and so i will not give up myself.

thank you god.

Old ???

2011-04-15T05:42:00.000-07:00

hmmm am i getting old or is it just me ???

i keep forgetting wat to do.

forget wat i forgotten. -.-''

stupid brain of mine . . .

heart still pain but well lucky it's now jsut random timing for the pain to come -.-''

my old back pain is but to haunt me again -.-''

irritating . . . i cant even concertrating on my drawings . . .

Number

2011-04-11T07:11:00.000-07:00

few days has pass

still pain

but its way less painfull now

: D thx to yan zi : D i finally got SGH number le lol

was so lazy to find out D :

will call tml morning straight to book a appoiontment for check up D :

hope everything will be fine . . .

fear is starting to work its nightmare in me now D :

i must be strong : D

Fear~

2011-04-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

Fear is a powerfull tool, not just a simple word.

It's more than just a feeling or emotion.

It who can cause someone to lost faith,

It who can cause someone to lost life,

It who can cause someone to give up,

and even shake the strong ones.

He whose not scare of death but fear death itself.

it started with a hope than comes a dream and ends with nothing.

2011-02-16T18:20:00.000-08:00

i thought i stand a chance but after at it's just me alone,

i think too much and i think i should not think any more,

its just really pain, all i can just think of,

i cant fall asleep now days just looking at ur msg,

wanted to deleted it but it might be de very last msg i'll ever get from u,

a last msg to reminds me of u.

i'll always be de shadow behind u,

smile when u smile and cry when u cry,

share de problem u face but de only sad thing is,

u nvr really notice tat i'm there for u,

u nvr really turn back. . . .

o.O

2011-01-16T07:13:00.000-08:00

hahaha went church today :D and it was GREAT :D hahaha I"M REFUEL AGAIN AND BRUNING

MU HAHAHAHAHAHHA

its really great to serve god :D

i'm so going to go DEEPPER this year :D :D :D

hahahaha

Love My Church!

Love My Church Family!

Love My Loving Father!

o and today clement tells me he FOUND MY BLOG O.o

maybe his looking at it right now hahahahaha :D hi Clement :D welcome o :D

lol :P

i wish . . . .

2011-01-13T06:32:00.000-08:00

how i wish you'll know how i feel

how i wish you'll know i'm here for u always

how i wish you'll look and talk to me

how i wish you'll notice me

how i wish you'll know i wish for all this . . .

its painfull to see u hurt . . .

your not alone, its just tat u nvr really look around . . .

i'm just a shadow . . .

its realy hard to see me but i'm always there behind u . . .

all u had to do is turn around

i do care about u

i belive one day you'll know

but i wish that day won't come too late . . .

it's really painfull to not tell you tat i love you,

its really painfull to see you get hurt by the one you love,

it's really painfull to know that i can't do anything to help you,

it's really painfull to see you hurting yourself,

despite all the pain i still love you :3

i nvr reget it

knowing you and loving you

go away

2011-01-13T04:39:00.000-08:00

u u u u u again, i really hate u, y must u everytime F me for little things, come on its not like the worlds going to end due to this little things, mom is reasonable but u i got nothing to say. u only know how to threat me like a 出气筒. in work not happy, come back F me. u only care for bro tat much, so much better than me. y? just because his younger and clever ? huh y are u like tat, do u know how much i hate u.

u only be nice to me when u need me to do some stuff, care for me when only i'm sick, all u do is scold scold and scold. i really dont like u ok. stop it pls pls pls.

i really don wan to stay at home at all, don threat tat way, tat is y i always goes out even it means being alone.All because of U! U! U!

i really wan to leave home now.

just leave me alone will you.

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2011-01-11T06:19:00.000-08:00

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‎._.

2011-01-09T07:47:00.000-08:00

无论我做什么, 无论我多么努力, 我都不会得到对方的一丝一毫的回应.
每次这样的时候, 总会想, 哪怕有对方有一点点的承认也好. 总会想, 哪怕对方勾勾手指头, 我都可以不顾一切.
只是,对方还是没有一丝回应, 也从未想我伸出过手指.
这一秒,若你懂我, 该多好...

useless

2011-01-08T03:46:00.000-08:00

seeing the one i love, is in love with someone, and the one she loves,does not loves her and make her sad . . . and all tat i can do is watch and do nothing . . . *feeling so helpless* D:

i really wish i can do something D; seeing her emo , i feel real bad. IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO. i hate it! i hate it! i hate it! i really wish i can help in someway T.T i'm just so useless!

smile pls. i really wan u o smile, tats all i wish for

2011 -.-''

2011-01-08T03:05:00.000-08:00

this year, a whole new year just satrted so badly, way bad -.-''
i just lost my god sis D: a close friend D: wtf . . .
just because of her bf fell that i'm a threat to their relationship . . .
its u who has no faith in my sis ok boy . . .
still there to scold me fuck, just how old are u ar, ur lucky i dont really know u, cant contact u or find u or else i'm going to fuck u like hell, u better take care of my sis or else your dead.

o man losing a friend just don really feel good D; i really miss my mei D: how i wish i can talk to her again. knew her for so long. 4 years of friendship le just like tat gone le gone le !!!!
well maybe its time for me to let go my sis D: as long she happy than i'm happy :D if its even mean for me to disapper, mei jia you in life and school, don stress, smile more and may faith let us meet together, hope we can be bro and sis in our next life :D real ones. good bye

MEI KOR JUST WAN TO TELL U THIS! SMILE AS ALWAYS OK :D BE HAPPY! WE ARE BRO AND SIS FOREVER NO MATTER WAT HAPPENS. KOR WILL DO WATS BEST FOR U :D TAKE CARE MEI, KOR LOVES YOU!

learn something today :D

2010-09-05T07:19:00.001-07:00

hahahah woooo today in church pastor teach something wooo :O hahahahaha really understand alot :D :D :D
must go pray more le :D keep praying nvr stop :D :D :D

today i also learn something very meaning-full in de net :D
hahahaha its this
"if i fail, i'll try again, and agian, and again, and again . . . . "
"if u fail with u try again? it matters how u going to finish it, are u going to finish STRONG"

its so meaning full lor hahahaha :D :D :D
"i'll try 100 times to get up and if i fail i'll try another 100 times again and again and again, cause if i fail and i give up do u think will i ever get up again . . . . de ans is no!"

still misses her till today T.T but i know one day u'll talk to me :D :D :D i'll nvr give up
i'll keep trying :D

T.T

2010-09-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

I REALLY MISS U LE . . . . PLS PLS O PLS REPLY ME T.T
u don know how i feel when u don reply me . . . it makes me feel like i'm nobody D:
T.T feel so sad and emo
pls pls reply me PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS . . . . . . . . . . .

OMG I MISS IT!!!!!

2010-09-03T08:43:00.000-07:00

waaaa siazzzz today nvr went to send zhi ying T.T cause have to go lavender do my uniform -.- wat de hell . . . . still need wait half an hour -.-''

but nvm can always wait for zhi ying to come back than go fetch him :D :D :D
cant wait for him to come back ahahahahaha . . . . .

today was a not a bad day lol hahahahha :D sing song in chiong brother car, hahahha when his driving me to mac-person mrt lol :D :D :D
woooooooooo hoooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha o man i still miss her D: dame this feeling -.-''

TON

2010-09-02T06:17:00.000-07:00

lol went to airport today morning to sent sulin D: siazzzz she going for 2 years and than zhi ying going to taiwan tml D: siazzzzzzz going to miss them alot D: hahahahahahah

derek and jason ton all de way sia o.O don know how they do it lol
i so call "ton" lol than sleep and sleep hahahaha when wake up jason told e something i stun lol
he say i sleep got smile a little o.O i was like waaaaaa i sleep will also smile one ar o.O
hahahahaha when think of it , kind of scary o.O

lol lucky today took off . . . came back home @ 9 than eat and sleep again lol
till 7.30 pm hahahahah too tired le la
:D long time nvr sleep so long le :D

hahaha love it man :D
but scare later night cant sleep D:

CRAZY @.@

2010-08-30T05:38:00.000-07:00

hahahaha today went crazy in base lol keep singing songs . . . . disturbing my army bro lol hahahah . . . . smile alot today :D :D :D

EMO

2010-08-29T06:21:00.000-07:00

D: i feel so emo now days . . . i just felt something is wrong :( but just did not know where and wat i did wrong T.T o man feel very very not happy :( . . . . i try to smile more now days but its just not de normal smile tat i use to smile :( it just feel so not normal when i smile with my brain but not with my heart :( o man super hate this feeling :(

today did not talk much at church :(

was late too :( VERY LATE:(

went home tat time also did not talk much . . . cause someone was missing :( siazzzzzzzz

really hate beening alone . . .

WHAT HAVE I DONE !!!!!

2010-03-15T03:41:00.000-07:00

OMG WAT HAVE I DONE, I'M GOING TO LOSE ANOTHER VERY GOOD FRIEND :( FK Y IT ALWAYS HAD TO END UP LIKE THIS, I DON WAN TO LOSE THIS FRIEND . . . . . i'm sorry :( pls forgive me

the ugly truth

2010-01-19T05:15:00.000-08:00

some times i see my friends and wonder y am i alone......

all my friends one by one have bf gf..... when comes to free time, they all will a-com-per-ni their stead..... :( i have alot of beat friends but some time i really feel tat i'm really is alone :( i hope i could find some one tat care me and love me as much tat i love and care her too........ feeling very alone...... some times i look in the mirror and look at my slef ..... and think who will for in love with the looks of me ....... haixxxxx ...... i have lose con-fi-dens of myself le ....... i am not de charles use to be, i may be always smile-ling on de outisde but in de inside ..... i'm not ....... the smile is just to make me feel better and not to let others to know wat am i thinking....... no one would understand how i feel ........

is there anyone in the world like me?

i hope there is...

bad mood low mood no mood

2009-11-26T21:10:00.000-08:00

now a days i don not know wat happen to me ..... i thought i was not de charles like last time tat use to spoil things ..... i though i have change .... but not matter wat i don i still destory things.... i abmit i'm careless, i stupid , i dumb , but i'm trying to change .... its hard ....... i wanted to tell them about it ... but i was too scare and now they have found out about it and its too late.......

now days bad and sad things just coming non stop ..... has my luck run off or its just me ..... de gal i like found a boy she likes .... well this is not de first time ..... but this time it hurt alot ... i wanted to cry but i was in camp and all my brothers are beside me .... how could i cry there .... i just keep it to my self and take it like a man. as they always say in army ...... take it like a man..... but am i a man ..... i can take it but cant forget about it ..... i always tell my friends to stay happy and be happy but y is it so hard for me to be tat way ...... sometimes i wish there is someone to cheer me up .....

u all don understands me ..... no one understands me.....

u can nvr know wat a cancer is thinking or how much stress he or she have in them ......

I'm alive XD

2009-09-27T03:16:00.000-07:00

i'm back hahahahahaha dame long nvr post lor hahahahaha waaaaaaa now days dame busy hahahahaha make quite alot friends hahahaha well its dame hard to man-tan a close friendships with all my friends ...... hahahahaha i like making new friends , but hate to lose old ones, making new one is easy but keeping old ones are hard :( i feel sad when i think of tat :( haiz but i tell my self nothing is important .... i just have to try harder to KEEP ALL MY FRIENDS

HAHAHAHAHA U ALL HEAR TAT ...... I WILL KEEP ALL OF U WITH ME ...... I WONT LOSE ANYONE OF U NO MORE ...... CAUSE U ALL ARE DAME IMPORTANT TO ME AND MY LIFE .......

hahahahah waaaaa some time i just hope tat all my friends know each other hahahaha cause i have quite a few groups of friends man ..... if i meet this group i cant meet de other group lol hahahahaha ........ i got like sec friends , ite friends , working friends , army bro and my outside friends lol so many hahahaha some time its hard just to think of who to go out with but every time i just choose to stay at home and say not free to all of them hahahahahaha dame have to go out soon or i will lose all of them ........ hahahahaha

HAPPY MEET OUT DAY XD

2009-08-09T08:32:00.001-07:00

when to meet out xy tr dd alz boss and leo
was super happy XD
went to eat at jack place
food was so nice XD hope tat food in side can be this nice too, but tat will nvr happen -.-''
after eating went to chat chat chat hahahahah

than went off after tat when walking half way thay GIVE ME A GIFT FOR MY BDAY
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA super happy sia HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

love it so much hahahahahah

thx SIS XD

LOVE U ALL

HOPE TO MEET U ALL OUT AGAIN HAHAHAHAHHA

going to go try how a cave man live on next week -.- hahahaha
and its going to be fun i hope so
hahahaha
k la should write to here good night all

XD and happy early national day singapore XD

i hate myself

2009-08-02T07:13:00.000-07:00

Today i have loss something very important in my life ...... its so important tat i will not forgive myself forever...... i hate myself...... i really want to go to some where tat there is no people and shout out loud.... i want to cry but i know i cant.... i have to take it like a man ...... i don even to be emo at home i don wan my family to know ..... i have to keep smiling to them .... not to let them know......

i had de ans from u le ... is tat is ur ans i shall respect it no matter wat ...... but will we still be very best friends like last time ...... tat i not sure..... but for me i will....... age is not a problem my yan zi

I'm waiting for u

2009-08-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

I'm waiting for ur ans no matter is yes or no, pls ans back . don ignore me.

if its yes i'm glad if no i hope we are still best friends XD

love u

SRY SRY REALLY SRY TO ALL MY SIS AND BROS

2009-04-04T04:55:00.001-07:00

i am really sry tat i cant make it for next week sat class BBQ, cause i was just got inform tat my grandpa went into hospital again, and this time much more bad. i really hope his ok, i really sry friends.

2009-04-01T21:59:00.000-07:00

cna yuo raed tihs?
olny 55% of plepoe cna

i cdnuolt blveiee taht i cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht i wsa rdanieg. the phaonmeal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rsheearch at cmabdgire uinervtisy, it dseon't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. the rset can be a taotl mses and yuo cna sitll raed it whotuit a pbeorlm. tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef but the wrods as a wlohe. azanmig huh? yaeh and i awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

ok ok i really too lazy to post la

2009-04-01T03:42:00.001-07:00

so i will just let de pics do de talking

after a while i real-lies i cant win him...... so i decide to join him

"U there, what did u just say?"

he he he.....

this is wat i call from short to tall .... lol

L4D

2009-02-04T05:06:00.000-08:00

MU HAHAHAHAHAH finally i hav free time to meet ashley , wen hao they all lol.... so long time nvr see them sia... was STUN when ashley call and ask wan go ti-ma play lan and pool..... WE PLAYED L4D = Left 4 dead lol so fun ..... i wan to play again i wan to be de zombie again lol ..... hahahaha bt i had to go at 11plus T.T cause i work 7am de next day....... bt nvm there is always next time :) .....
MEETING YAN ZI THIS SUNDAY TO TEACH HER PHOTOSHOP hahahaha YEA XD
cant wait to see her again ....

have a good day every one XD

de end is coming

2009-01-31T01:23:00.000-08:00

chinese new years was sir-post to be an happy e-van...... bt this year one is super sad one....... tats all i wan too say no mood ........ i'm trying my best to stay as happy as i could .........bt i know it wont last for long ........ its really de end ....... for everything .......

2009-01-22T20:46:00.000-08:00

I'm Off To Malaysia, people BYE BYE
wish u all a happy new year

sry sry really sry

2009-01-20T17:06:00.000-08:00

no days i'm in not a very good mood...... feeling super bad mood...... i just don wan to think and talk about it...... ans i'm really sry to my dear friends/Boss if i reply ur msg late ...... now days i sleep super early cause not in a good mood..... de only thing to forget it is to sleep....... and now day also work like hell from 7am to 5.30pm.... 7am to 11.30pm.....ytd 9am to 11.30pm..... later 11am don know to wat time :( super tired bt i really like my job XD and i got tips for de pass 3 days MU HAHAHAHAHAHA ytd was de most i got $50 MUHAHAHAHAHA ok la shall stop here need to rush to work now....... sry sheena reply u so late tat time ..... hope ur interview was good and go poly hahahahahaha and one last thing people ar i will be going back to Malaysia this Friday.... so if u msg me i wont reply one hahahahaha........ i hope no track-fit jam

YAN ZI AND HAO ZI.... XD HAHAHAHAHAHA

2009-01-11T00:53:00.000-08:00

YAN ZI AND ME XD HAHAHAHAHA

SOMEBOODY HELP Me LOL.......

2009-01-08T05:19:00.000-08:00

ARRRRR HELP MY BLOG IS DEAD >,<

Dooooooo..........
there is no sick-ner doctor
lets try again with higher power
WIIIIII....... CLEAR.........BOOOOOOMMMM
Dooooooo..........
come on!!!!! lets try again
WIIIIII....... CLEAR.........BOOOOOOMMMM
Doo.....Too.....Doo.....Too.....Doo.....Too
XD its back alive again
u did it doctor, i know u will XD thx
no need to thx me ..... its my job
MU HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

MY BLOG IS ALIVE AGAIN....... ITS ALIVE ITS ALIVE

shall post about ytd, the day before ytd and the day before ytd ytd .......

BT all this i will post tml cause my blog need to sleep in ICU for now
cause it just cant back for death !!!!! =.=''

happy day for me XD

2008-12-08T22:39:00.000-08:00

MU HAHAHAHAHAHA had a wonderful today XP went out with with my friends, liu jing, chen zhen, joan, yue da, chao feng, si yu, si yi and one more i forget de name leh lol..... omg la my STML getting more and more worst lol ....... need to see doctor leh =X hahahahaha when out to bugis eat STEAM BOAT hahahahahaha was super nice hahahaha we eat SUPER VERY HOT ONE ....... waaaa super SHIOK hahahahaha bt than change de soup cause some of de friend can eat too hot :( hahahaha bt nvm hahahaha ..... we eat and eat and talk and LAUGH like hell ..... we say alot of jocks ..... hahahahaha laught till cant eat .... and than we eat alot of ice cream CAUSE ITS FREE HAHAHAHAHAHA ...... we keep on taking sia hahahaha and got one time i when in to take meat and joan went in to take ice cream...... when i done taking de meat ..... she still haven finish taking de ice cream sia hahahahahaha...... than i go see y she take so slow ..... than omg she cant get de ice cream off de spoon LOL HAHAHAHAHA I LAUGH LIKE HELL SIA...... we eat and eat till we all stop and than i con-ti-new for de 2nd round lol i eat and they see lol...... hahahaha and than si yi take for my a VERY BIG PLATE OF RICE ..... i say i wan a little and she gave me ONE BIG PLATE..... than nvm lor since she SO GOOD take for me than i eat lor ...... i eat and eat like de rice can grow back sia never ending sia lol and than si yu and joan very good la than help me eat de rice too BT SI YU EAT BIT BY BIT.... she like eat = no eat..... lol after steam boat went to play pool hahahahaha XD long time nvr play sia lol bt tat time liu jing and si yu went home :( only left me, chen zhen, joan, yue da, si yu and zhao feng...... we play pool and was dame funny joan and yue da don know how to play...... yue da keep make de ball fly sia hahahahahaha even de other table people also laugh hahahahahha and than joan just in one ball and she very happy leh ....keep say "i in one ball leh , i in one ball leh" hahahahaha and than play till 12.30 when home by cab and SHIT for get to ask yue da and joan there number T.T.... so next time can call them out again lol

I'M BACKkkkk....... XD

2008-11-28T22:31:00.000-08:00

hahahaha yo people i'm back to post leh MUHAHAHAHA..... sry and ps long time nvr post :( too busy with school, my part time job and my own personal things:( now days time just fly soo DAME fast sia 2 years in ITE JUST END LIKE TAT (O.O'') WTF man its just like ytd i just know u guys..... i wan cry leh la boooo hooooo ......lol now days so many thing just happen :( me and dear break leh :( just one more ago i think.... was quite emo :( lol bt i rmb forgive and for get hahahaha must SMILE XD than i can live longer.... hahahaha arrrrr don say tat thing leh make me sad lol...... waaaaa ytd i just end my days in ITE ..... shit shit shit la will miss all of u all people OMG shit la wan to cry sia :( hahahaha bt i really feeling sia bt as charles always say SMILE ALWAYS XD...... will miss u all my friends.... tat had walk with me this 2 years :)

XIN YI MY LITTLE BRO\SIS lol last time year one call her bro now call her sis O.o'' lol she is a very kind people person... like to talk to her always XD once talking to her just cant stop bt every time talk half way her hp will ring -.- than after tat i forget wat i wan to say leh O.o''.... one of the person tat makes me wan to smile always hahaha help me in my hard times hahaha odor small in size bt a very powerfull person hahahaha she is a very great person and just by typing cant explain how good she is.... only friends tat know her will understand. XD

SHEENA MY "BOSS" she is very friendly and she is VERY funny hahahaha every time make me laught like hell.... another one of the person tat always make me SMILE XD hahahaha she like to act too every time she act will make us laught like hell hahahahaha her talking is also VERY style. i like wat she always say.... words like "SHUT UP LA" and and "U NVR KNOW" hahahahaha i love those words leh sheena THX for teaching MEeeee.... hahahaha

TING RU "ICE WOMAN" OR SAND-TER FRIEND
hahahaha ting ru is a very kind and "cold blood-ed" person lol like to make us feeling tat singapore is snowing -.-'' lol very hard working person and a nvr fail to help people XD hahahaha she is willing to help people even she is busy hahahaha saying this u all may not understand how willing is she in helping people..... maybe using this will make u all understand better.... ar lets say an exam-per she is a person tat is willing to give u money and she is willing to stuf for the whole day just for u lol say till abit too far i think lol hahahaha

ALICIA "MISS CHIONG"
lol she like to chiong her work and do de best of the best hahahahaha bt she a very good person la this few last month than i really understand tat she a very good person and i am really sry alicia tat some times i make u angry sry sry really sry..... and she is also a very kind person tat always help people too XD hahahahaha jia you miss chiong hahahaha

waaa i really miss u all even it just pass one day :( when i type this i feeling wan to cry and some more my brother at home open de ray-d-o and it paly all de sad songs may me more wan to cay T.T miss u all AND I NVR REGET KNOWING U GUYS...... HAVING U GUYS AS A PART OF MY LIFE WAS GREAT XD...... KNOWING U ALL IN MY WHOLE LIFE WAS WORTH IT..... I HAVE NOT REGET XD

DONE

2008-11-09T18:54:00.000-08:00

finally we are done with de wedding shotting MU HA HA HA HA HA ........ was abit worry tat day cause nvr try before lol....... we went to tr house and ton overnight O.O first time doind it lol ...... alz and tr sleep i think "boss" also sleep leh on tat day.... only me and sis play maple till de next day..... we only hav few mins of sleep Zzzzzz so tired ..... on ata day night so things bad happen arrrr its about my job thing now days there is just so many lazy and AP people in impact ..... one day i going to kick all of u out k u hear tat people .....my boss is too kind he let u go one time bt u start to get too much leh ....... one more time and ur dead i tell u..... after tat day went home (-.-) wan to sleep leh and also very hungry (X.X) told sis about F*** P*** thing..... i think she got abit mad.... cause i nvr tell her lol maybe i thinking too much ha ha ha ha maybe next time i should tell her every thing lol bt i scare later she very fan ....... ha ha ha ha SRY SIS I DON MEAN NOT TO TELL U ONE REALLY SRY NEXT TIME I GOT ANYTHING I TELL U K LOL JUST DON FEEL IRRITATING CAN LEH HA HA HA HA HA

i don understand

2008-11-03T17:42:00.000-08:00

i don understand... i really don understand y u need to hate me for .... at-z-ker-ly wat did i did wrong to make u hate me ...... so if u hate me so much so do i ...... after all those days u tell me tat we are not together .... WTF does u mean by tat means only me acted like a fool at this time ...... and u say u dont even hav feeling to me ...... is it real or is it just using it to make me angry ..... this time is de 2nd time first was R***** now u .... i dont know wat to do now ....i feeling wan to cry but i cant.... now days i need to use my own smile to cover this pain of my..... i don wan to let anyone knows about it ..... i even thing of changing my own link ..... just to not let my friends know ..... bt i love this link so much ..... its a word made for and by my first class of students .... i lov u so much ..... i really misses FP i dont know how are u doing now...... maybe u still hate me or already forget leh ...... i also hav dumb thinking of being a M*** lol ........ just to not hav an relationship forever lol wat a dumb thinking lol ..... for now my heart is so pain i just don know wat to do ....... i wish there is someone to talk to ...... i really don know wat to do now ....... bt on de good side i still hav my friends XD my" WORLD BEST BOSS", MY REAL BOSS, MY SMALL SIS OR BRO(last time call little bro now call sis lol) and MY WORLD BEST BIG SISTER...... I LOV MY BIG SISTER AND I MEETING HER THIS FRIDAY XD........ I LOVE U ALL TOO FRIENDS , BOSSssssss AND SISssssss....... if i don hav u guys i think i will go senjar there and go climb 30 story hight and than look down and than hav xin li preparation and than weeeeeee........ here i go ..... see u people down there at story one .............................................................
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(run up and down ,up and down,till i get FIT )-.-''

...... i wont jump la........ i wont give my life to a person tat nvr even love me ..... i will only give it to people i love and people tat love meXD

sad sad day

2008-10-14T18:27:00.000-07:00

today was sir-post to be a happy day for me and my dear..... bt some sucker just hav to spoil my day.... f***.....even made my dear cry wat de f*** she cry leh i don know wat to say leh.... i just wish dear wont cry again i don wan to see her cry:( went home than kana scolded because of my hp bill $150 plus plus O.o'' OMG man tat is alot ......

shit shit shit

2008-10-05T18:54:00.000-07:00

now days feel like shit man .... i thought holiday was sir-post to be fun ....... bt trouble just kept coming omg la.... f1 first day training i was very tired and moody cause i also work de day before it..... bt was quite happy cause i can bring my friends to hyatt at last WOOOOOOO HOOOOOO they got to see hyatt ha ha ha ha hope they like it la...... bt it was quite sad also 4 person did not want to work cause of de sudden change of rules...... bt nvm i dont blame u all ha ha ha ha ha and i was a bar man at sky tear-res omg first time bar man man lol no exp before........ turn black cause of de f***ing hot sun turn me and my friends to black and all my cups to OUT OF SHAPE WTF...... all my cups are MELTTTTTTT cause of de sun la ha ha ha ha ha bt nvm my dear ask me to be more black so i now more black la ...... ha ha ha i love u dear ....... sleep in haytt "4 days 3 night" in de table store room cause i don feel like going back home to sleep ha ha ha ......was very ill after de last day of work.... did all de paper work for impact and help u like shit and still wan me to work for u this WEEK without rising my PAY wtf BOSS i work so hard and work till i sick u cant just give me a rest ar ..... my school work even haven started leh...... i went to work after de day i end f1 work still sleep in hyatt cause next day work is 7am O.o'' went to work for another few days...... no one notice i am SICK wtf only one guy came talking to me and notice i am sick thx WU HAO ha ha ha ha.....de next day i got no work bt dear got work so went back to hyatt to pick her up and do some paper work..... we went to watch movie makan listen to her complain about today work ha ha ha ha i love to see face went she complain ha ha ha so cute lol arrrrrr than i thought i could rest leh than wtf my boss say all my friends pay is transfer to my acc and i should pay them one by one WTF its ur job man not mine shit u bt than nvm la cause it had been transfer already...... i just have to do for every one..... cause of this thing i kana scold by my dad mon saying this is not ur job ........wtf i'm already not happy and u still scold me ....... u think i wan to do meh..... not i wan lor is my boss make me do shit u all..... bt than dear call me to chat with me ....bt i don feel like talking :( she ask y bt than i lie say nothing just tired only than she say ok and end call ....... next day she msg say : y u every thing also dont tell me one ar"
i was like shit wat i did than after tat i know she know leh than i relpy i just dont wan u to worry me ma ...... ha ha ha ha quite happy when i saw wat she msg cause it stand for she care for me :D ha ha ha ha love u dear ha ha ha

fire works

2008-08-24T01:30:00.000-07:00

WOOOO HOOOO LOL WENT AND SEE DR FIRE WORKS SO NICE BT EAR PAIN SIA ....... AFTER TAT I WAS LIKE VERY HARD TO HEAR O.o'' LOL AFTER TAT WENT TO MA KAN .... BT ALL SHOP CLOSE :( AFTER TAT WE GO FIND SHOP TO EAT LO WAAA VERY LATER SIA HA HA HA THAN EAT EAT CHAT CHAT THAN WHEN HOME WOOOO HOOOOO HOME SWEET HOME SIA HA HA HA HA

OUT-TING

2008-08-07T18:55:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO TODAY WENT OUTTING WITH DI DI ''BDAY BOY'' , XY ''IHUIX'' AND TING RU ''LTR''.....EAT SWING-SEN AND THAN CHAT CHAT LOL AFTER TAT WE WENT WATCH DE MUMMY HA HA QUITE BORED CAUSE WATCH TWO TIME LOL ARRRRRRRRRR I WAN GO WATCH DE AD-VEN-CHER TO MIDDER EATH .....AND WALL-E LOL

happy bday DI DI

2008-08-05T18:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY DI DI LOLTODAY UR BDAY SIA.......19 LEH LOLHA HA TML GOING OUT WITH U XY AND TR LOL GOING TO BE FUN

WENT HOME

2008-08-04T02:09:00.000-07:00

MU HA HA HA HA TODAY HAPPY LIKE SIAO ........ CAUSE ''MOON'' RISE UP FAST AND GO DOWN FAST LOL..... SOME WILL UNDERSTAND WAT I MEAN .... SOME WILL NOT...... TODAY ALSO QUITE HAPPY CAUSE HOUSE KEEPER MSG ME LOL HAPPY LIKE SIAO LOL FIRST TIME MSG ME BACK LOL

CHARLES REPORTING FOR DUTY

2008-08-01T19:03:00.000-07:00

OMG TODAY I GO RED HILL FOR CHECK AT CMPB....... ABIT SCARE SCARE LEH LOL HA HA HA REACH THERE 12 PLUS END 4 PLUS SIAZZZZZZZ...... KAN NA TAKE BLOOD SIA HA HA HA THAN THEY PUT ME IN PES A NO LA J.K ME PES B HA HA HA

ha ha ha day

2008-07-23T19:12:00.000-07:00

TODAY FUN SIA........ I GO SCHOL THAN I NVR EAT IN DE MOPRNING CAUSE I WAN TO GET MY "TANK" READY FOR SUSHI WA HAHAHAHAHA I LOV SUSHI MU HAHAHAHA..... WE EAT AND EAT AND EAT OMG WAN TO BLOW SIA ....... GOT DIDI KIKI ME ALOY ALICIA TR XY AND XL HA HA AFTER EAT I GO HOME ALONE SIA OMG SIAZZZZZZZZZZZZZ BT ALSO QUITE HAPPY CAUSE GOT MSG HER:) HA HA HA SUPPER HAPPY HA HA HA BT SHE BUSY DOING HOMEWORK THAN SO WE JUST MSG A WHILE ONLY BT STILL VERY HAPPY HA HA HA

F1

2008-07-22T20:29:00.000-07:00

TODAY I GO ASK AND COMFIRM WITH MY FRIENDS WHERE THE THEY WAN TO FOR F1 ANOT THEY SAY K K BT SOME NO BLACK SHOE :( SIAZZZZZZZZZZ

B-DAY

2008-07-17T18:51:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY HA HA HA BT SAD LA THIS YEAR VERY LESS PEOPLE RMB ME B-DAY...... AND I GO EAT LUNCH WITH SHEENA BOSS, XIN YI AND ALOY..... THEY VERY BAD DID NOT RMB..... I WAS WRITING AN SELF INTRODUCTION THAN MY "BOSS" SHEENA WAN HELP ME WRITE........THAN K LO LET HER WRITE LO.....THAN SHE ANY HOW WRITE SOME MORE WRITE TAT SHE IS ONE OF MY "NICE" FRIEND.....BUT SHE IS REALLY VERI NICE TO ME..... SHE GUESSED MY B-DAY CORRECTLY!!!!! THANKS BOSS!!!!! BT TO ADD ON TO IT SHE SAID SOMETHING LIKE THIS

SHEENA: WAAA MUST WRITE 600 WORDS MEH?

ME: YEAH

SHEENA: COME I HELP U WRITE

ME: K

SHEENA: VERY EASY TO WRITE ONE, FIRST WRITE UR NAME THAN B-DAY THAN HOROSCOPE.

SHEENA: SO CHARLES WHEN UIR B-DAY..... WAIT I GUESS ARRRRRR 7 JULY 14 21......

SHEENA:SCAR-LY IS 17 LOL

ME: YES

SHEENA: ARRRRRR REALLY MEH LOL HAPPY B-DAY

ALOY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY(IN CHINESE)

XY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY

LOL TATS WAT HAPPEN .....I THINK IF MY "BOSS" NVR HELP ME WRITE DE INTRODUCTION I THINK NO ONE WILL KNOW LO LOL...... SAD LA HA HA HA HA BT NVM LA LOL

LAST DAY DAY OF DA-BLE WORD WORD

2008-07-16T02:42:00.000-07:00

OMG TODAY IS IS MY LAST DAY DAY OF USING TWO TWO WORD:( SIAZZZZZZZZZZ CAUSE FRIEND FRIEND DON UNDERSTAND MY MY ENGLISH.......THEY SAY SAY VERY HARD HARD TO UNDERSTAND......SIAZZZZZZ LA SOME MORE NOW DAY DAY VERY STRESS STRESS NEED TO TO DO PORT PORT FOLIO SO NVR NVR UP DATE DATE BLOG HA HA AND SOME MORE MORE LAZY LAZY LEH ......... :(SOME MORE MORE ONE THING THING I HAD HAD IN MIND MIND NOW IS A GIRL GIRL......I DON KNOW KNOW WAT TO DO DO NOW AS SHE SAY I I AM VERY SCARY SCARY OMG AM I TAT SCARY ......I MEAN AR SHE IS IS ABOUT 17 I'M 18 AFTER TODAY...... WE WE ARE ALL SO OLD OLD LEH WHERE GO SO EASY EASY GOT SCARE SCARE ONE ....... BT HAIZZZZZZZ I REALLY DON KNOW WAT TO TO DO LEH NOW I GO ASK ASK FOR HER NUMBER AND AND SHE SAY SAY SEE FIRST FIRST ....... I THINK THINK I DON STAND STAND A CHANGE LEH LEH ......SIAZZZZZZZZZZ NOW SHOULD I I GO TRY AGAIN AGAIN AND ASK HER ONE ONE MORE TIME OR SHOULD I JUST FORGET ABOUT IT IT ......I SCARE I I GO TRY TRY AGAIN I WILL 'SCARE' HER HER ONE MORE MORE TIME....... BT NVM WAT DONE DONE IS DONE I JUST HAV HAV TO STAY HAPPY HAPPY AND TATS ALL LOL LOL.......

TATS ALL FOR TODAY NEXT TIME THAN CON-TI-NEW, I AM GOING TO MISS MY TWO WORD ENGLISH LEH CAUSE TODAY IS DE LAST DAY SIAZZZZZZZ I WILL ALWAYS RMB THIS DAY, THE DAY OF MY LAST TWO WORD DAY ....... GOOD BYE MY ENGLISH BOOOOO HUUUUUU HUUUU

V-DI-YO SHOOTING

2008-06-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

TODAY HOOOOOOOOOOO.......... LOL GOT GOT V-DI-YO SHOTTING VERY XIN KU KU ........ HA HA HA HA BT VERY VERY FUN FUN ...... CAUSE FUN MA MA .....BT ZO ZO COME DOWN DOWN ....EEEEEEE SUX LO HIM WAAAAAAAA I WAN WAN TO WO-MEAT LO ....... HE WAN WAN GO HOME HOME BT SCARE SCARE LOL .......... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAN THAN EAT P-ZAAAAAA...... BT ITS CAN-NEAR-THE P-ZAAAAAAAA.....EEEEE SUXXXXXXXXXX ARRRRRRRRRRRR BT NVM LO SINCE THEY THEY WAN EAT THAN EAT EAT LO.....

HOR-LI-DAY

2008-06-01T18:30:00.000-07:00

YEAHHHHHHHH...... NOW IS IS HOR-LI-DAY MU HAHAHAHAHAHAH ......... BT BT EXAM EXAM COMING WA SIAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ........ LOL

DA-BLE WORDS

2008-05-27T17:57:00.000-07:00

ARRRRRRRRR NOW DAYS DAYS REALLY LAN TO TO UP DATE DATE BLOG O MY GOD GOD ............ NO TIME TIME .....SIAZZZZZZZZZZZ....... SO MORE GOT GOT MY MY ''DIE-RAT-THE'' SAY VERY HARD HARD TO READ MY MY POST ........ LOL LOL DON KNOW HOW TO TO READ DA-BLE WORD WORD ....... HA HA HA HA HA ONE ONE DAY MUST MUST TEACH ''DIE-RA-THE'' HOW HOW TO READ CHARLES CHARLES DIC-TION-NEAR-RY LOL.......... SOME MORE NOW DAYS ALSO ALSO VERY VERY STRESSSSSSSSSSS......... CAUSE NOW NOW GOT MOTION MOTION GRA-FACK VIDEO VIDEO TO DO DO ......WAAAAAAAAA WAN DIE LEH LEH ARRRRR..... SOME MORE MORE NEXT WEEK GOT E X A M ARRRRRRRRRRRR.......... O MY GOD GOD HOLY SHIT ......... I WAN GO GO OUT OUT WITH MY FRIENDS ........ LONG TIME TIME NVR SEE SEE THEM ......I WAN PLAY PLAY LAN LAN .....ADN DOTA DOTA ARRRRRRRRR WAAAAAAAAA BAAAAAAAAA FAAAAAAAA

OMG

2008-04-22T21:23:00.000-07:00

OMG NOW NOW DAYS DAYS NVR GO POST POST BLOG LE LE ...... WAAAAA SO MANY THINGS THINGS TO DO DO ...... NO TIME ARRRRRR NEED HELP HELP........EEEEEEEEEE LOL ARRRRR NOW DAYS STILL DE DE SAME NOTHING NICE OR GOOD GOOD HAPPEN HAPPEN...... LOL TODAY TODAY GOT WATCH WACTH MOVIE WITH WITH FRIEND FRIEND.......LOL DE JET LI AND JACK-KI CHEN MOVIE OMG DE DE STORY LINE LINE SUCKS SUCKS ......BT DE DE FIGHTING PART PART NICE NICE OMG THEY FIGHT VERY GOOD GOOD LE..... LOL NOW I ONLY WISH WISH TAT A NEW ROAD ROAD WILL COME LOL....... ONE ROAD HAS BEEN BLOCK BLOCK SIAZZZZZZ......... AND ONE HAS A SIGN OF OF "NO ENTER" .......FOR NOW I I HAV NO NO I-DEAR OF WAT TO TO DO NOW NOW..........MISSES MY STUDENTS ALOT LOT LOT LOT LOT ...........

NOW DAYS NO MOOD

2008-04-12T21:55:00.000-07:00

SIAZZZ .......SHE STILL DON WAN TO REPLY ME ...WAT SHOULD I DO ....CAN ANY ONE TELL ME ANOT SIA LA .....VERY NO MOOD LE AND MORE WORST TML START SCHOL LE SIAZZZZ.......NOW DAYS DAYS ALSO VERY LAZY TO TO POST CAUSE LAZY LAZY AND NO MOOD MOOD ......DOT DOT I REALLY TAT SHE CAN COME BACK TO BE MY MY FRIEND AGAIN ......PLS PLS SOME ONE ONE HELP ME ARRRRRR ...........

SIAZZZZZ DAY

2008-04-09T17:51:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAKE UP AND HOPE TAT SHE GOT REPLY ME BACK ......... BT NO NO SHE DID NOT NOT......I KNOW KNOW SHE MAD MAD AT ME ...... HMMMM THINK MUST LET IT REST ONE ONE SIDE FIRST ...... TODAY LATER ON NEED TO EDIT EDIT VIDEO MY GROUP GROUP AND ALSO MY OWN VIDEO WAAAAA SO SO MANY THINGS TO DO DO ........I WAN MORE MORE HOLIDAY .....SO MANY SCHOL WORK WORK AND PART TIME TIME JOB HAVEN EVEN DO DO BOOKING YET...... ARRRRRR BOSS GOING GOING TO BE MAD MAD AT ME SIAZZZZZZ ........ NOW NO MONEY NO TIME TO FINISH WORK NO CHANGES OF GETTING HER BACK NO MUCH OUT-TING IN DE HOLIDAY NO LIFE NO NOTHING.......LOL SIAZZZZZZZZ JUST BECAUSE OF DE HOLIDAY I MET MET NEW FRIENDS AND ALSO LOST TWO ........ HOW STUPID OF ME REALLY GOONDU LE ME ......I REALLY WISH THEY COULD COME BACK AND I WAN TO TELL TELL THEM I REALLY SRY FOR WAT I DONE AND SAID ....

SAD SAD DAY

2008-04-08T18:58:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS DE SAD SAD DAY OF MY LIFE LIFE....... FIRST I LOSE LOSE SOME ONE ONE I LOVE LOVE AND NOW I LOSE LOSE A FRIEND FRIEND ...... TODAY IS SO SAD SAD EARLY IN DE MORNING I HAD A MSG SAID TAT SHE HATE ME .....I WAS LIKE OMG I FASTER FASTER CALL HER BT BT SHE DON WAN TO TALK TALK TO ME ....OMG WAT HAD I DONE I DON REALLY MEAN WAT I SAID CAUSE I MISUNDERSTAND HER LE ....... I WISH TAT WE WE CAN BE BE FRIENDS AGAIN I REALLY REALLY REGET REGET GOONDU LE ME...... Y I SO STUPID ONE SHIT LA LOSE TWO FRIENDS LE SAD SAD LA ..... LIKE TAT I NEXT TIME TIME HOW TO FACE THEM I REALLY DON WAN LOSE ANYONE OF THEM ......THEY ALL EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME ME .........PLS PLS FORGIVE WAT I HAV DONE DONE PLS PLS I REALLY DON WAN TO LOSE U ALL...... SO SRY SO SO SRY I BEG U PLS COME BACK PLS I DON WISH TO LOSE U PLS ...... I KNOW ALL THIS WON HELP BT I REALLY WISH THEM COULD BE MY FRIENDS AGAIN REALLY ...... REALLY REALLY I REALLY REGET IT AND I AM REALLY SRY SRY PLS FORGIVE ME PLS PLS

DIL-DOR-RENT

2008-04-07T21:28:00.000-07:00

I MISS ALL DE STUDENTS OF 3/1 .......I REALLY REALLY MISSES THEM LOL LOL WAN TO CRY CRY LE SO SAD SAD ......TAT DAY WAS DE DE LAST DAY FOR THEM TO COME COME I FEEL SO SAD SAD AND SIAZZZ SIAZZZ CAUSE I KNOW I WONT BE BE ABLE TO SEE SEE THEM ANYMORE MORE ......I WISH I COULD TEACH TEACH THEM THEM AGAIN ......TILL NOW NOW STILL CRYING CRYING LOL..... I THINK I MUST MUST GO FIND FIND THEM LE LE ..... OR HEART HEART WILL DIE DIE AR YA REALLY REALLY WAN GO GO FIND THEM ..... BT THEY STAY STAY SO FAR ....THEIR SCHOL SCHOL AT BEDOK LE LE AND I LIVE LIVE IN BUKIT PANJANG LE NEED NEED 1 HOUR AND 30MINS TO REACH THERE IN DE MRT ....BUTT BUTT PAIN PAIN LE OMG......ARRRR I THINK I NOW GO LE DON CARE CARE MY OWN BUTT BUTT THEY MORE IN-PO-TANT LOL..................